The Blissful Girl

Uniform party?

2007-03-14T16:17:00.000+08:00

Somehow, I also don't know why.
I blogged back here and change the templates and some settings.
Well, maybe temporary for fun.
Cause was attracted to its new features? LOL.

Anyway, tonight going butter factory?
Well had planned to go with Admond and his friends.
Now, I kinda don't feel like going.
There may be some awkard-ness going around.
And it's a uniform party but hell I'm so not wearing one.
But people in uniform gets first priority.
Whatever. I don't know if I should go.
Depends on my mood for later.
Partly is because I don't wana spend alot on cab fare on the way home.
And what if I'm buying drinks? I might try Graveyard later.

Damn, my money is like water flowing from a tap.
Plus I'm getting a Hp this Sat.
Had to go down with my Daddy to upgrade my line.
Oh ya, not forgetting Mahjong session this Sat with Marie, Wilson and Kelly at Marie's.
And we're like gona use money this time round.
The ones we played yesterday are without money, just a practice.

More hands on means more experience.
And I'm so hooked on Mahjong. Craving to play some rounds now!
Planning to buy MJ table and tiles maybe soon?
And left with 2 days to enjoy before going back to PanAsia to work =x

My eyelashes are like dropping more and more each day.
Stupid Maybelline eyeliner makes it damn hard to even rub it off.

Oh well, I'm off to being a couch potato :)

not using this acc anymore

2006-11-25T12:50:00.000+08:00

FYI
am not using this acc anymore.
pls link me at:

www.dollface37.multiply.com

been using tat blog for quite some time.

many thanks.

=)

DG DG DG DG!

2006-11-10T13:57:00.000+08:00

well im at work now.
i've seen tat i din blog here for damn it long.
tat's cos im bloggin at the other blog at multiply.
makakaka.

jus came back from lunch.
wen to dono call wat at bugis area have this damn nice chicken rice wit my colleagues.
was my first time eating lunch wit this group n im the ONLY girl dere.
damn funny la!!!!!!!!
i mean my colleagues. enjoyed their companion.

the moment i tink of my colleauges i wud jus feel ok and not as bored.
lol.
my policy is
if u are nice to pple pple will be nice to u.
i wana watch step up maybe later?
and maybe goin to california fitness wit dee this sun.
office job can make me fat.
sitting down for 9 hrs n munchin away on snacks.
holy shit!
DIET PLUS EXERCISE PLUS I WAN MY HIP HOP DANCE!!!!!!!

*psstttt. his hottt!

Make it happen, your way

2006-10-31T21:35:00.000+08:00

it's been long since i last blogged.
wont blogged tat much anws.
its been the same cycle at work.
mon to fris 9 - 6 for 4months?

well i've learnt quite alot.
handling BL, doin tradenet, D/O, procars, admin n etc.
my colleagues esp my mentor are nice.
she's a damn cute n nice lady.
office work is boring but its not as bad wen u've got nice pple ard u (:

i fuckin hate meiya in that ch 8 show. fuckin shit.
life is.
i wana be RICH RICH RICH!
MONEY is everythin..... except love.
but its better wit money ard. HAHAHA.

im still considering the next route to take.
definitely not logistics.
I REALLY DONO!!!!
i wan design......

sweets dreams are made of these

2006-10-24T12:10:00.000+08:00

to my malay frens, selamat hari raya.....

today is a gd holiday for me from ystd's attachment.
cos i am so the tired. and i nid to buy more working pants.
so maybe wud go out and buy later den maybe go to sever's bday party.

work is pretty ok. colleagues are nice despite the wide age gap.
still can get along too. supervisor is ok too. lol.
but i kinda felt boring workin there.
and im afraid that i have to make phone calls to customers in future when handling B/L.

on sunday, wen out wit puay khim. chit chat for many hrs.
den wen to morris house to see his niece who wasnt there?
and then wen to seletar eat chicken rice wit mer dennis morris mich.
wen to geylang and walked ard the pasar malam too. so damn crowded can.
been spending lotsa money on food.
i miss clubbing. haha.
and kboxing this fri?
tralala.

*my LIFE will never run smooth....

let's wait awhile - janet jackson

2006-10-21T14:03:00.000+08:00

i love klein yang yonglun...
his simply irresistable, adorable, cute, lovely, temperamental, naughty, playful..
love him.
miss him. each time see his photo... i jus miss him.
i wana hug him kiss him.
its like im addicted to him le.....

it's partyniTe later.....
am goin to zouk! heh...

2006-10-19T11:23:00.000+08:00

candy, anicia, me

2006-10-19T11:10:00.000+08:00

nice view in sch at nite

3 working ladies

me and jialiang

us.

*
cant fucking sleep. woke up at 8plus. hang over. vomitted ystd. and i escape death if u noe wat im talkin abt. haha. after IA talk, went to boat quay fernando pub to drink... till 4+. din even expect myself to get drunk lo. cos of someone who said so fast tipsy oredi ar. blady hell. and now i vow nv to touch liqour cos the aftermath of drinkin is to suffer. damn it thirsty. and next week will be attached to PanAsia logisitics. work hard? hmmm.....
one is a psycho the other is a dumbass!

xin yu - jay

2006-10-18T01:34:00.000+08:00

tmrw goin back sch in evenin and must wearr formal.
gona have reception n some food.
been buyin clothes for attachment.
nid to take money from dad.
hahahaa.
i tot tmw can club .
but i tink changed to fri cos den got marie cyn n many many others.

if not tmrw did b me n anicia only.
i nid a club!
before the start of attachments
and this few days been reachin home early. heh
been a GOOD girl k! must listen wahahaha.
better enjoy my last bits of hols before the start of my attachment.
eh i scare lei.... alone somemore. *faints.

anyway, i not sure wat his up to.
his has this girl temper. got mood oso sia.
think his worst den me.
he no PMS oso mood can worst den me.
don expect me to pacitfy him. his mAD.
his attitude so like girl. i wan faint can.
been days la. never contact so its ok lor.
im holding back and gettin use to it.

but.....
*i miSs u..

wen to bugis temple again today to chou qian.
interpretation about my next r/s : good :)

2006-10-17T03:57:00.000+08:00

i cant sleep on this very night.
im not sure why.
in 8hours, i'll be headin to bugis.
as always, with my shopping partner desiree.
den we'll go find anicia who will be working at laneige.
den i will oways wait for her to end work n go home tgt for more PLANS.
siansations.

plus, nid to shop.
i cant explain the reason why girls cant stop shopping.
they have fetish for every piece of nice fashionable clothing that they passed,
if only i was RICH.
i need:
tons of tops for IA
black pants, 1/2 stripe pants many many pants for IA
white tote bag for IA
pointed pumps for IA

wahahahha.
think im goin to close my blog .
or more likely tagboard.
cos its getting bored in here.
im talkin to myself as i can see -_-"

2006-10-13T14:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday, an ex coral guy left the world.
he was brain dead. and in the end he passed away.
why is there so mani pple passin away recently?
first was mdm ong, den choon yang.
his only 19. from our batch thou i don really noe him well.

i wonder.
wat if im the next one?
what wud u all do?
its really unexpected and u wud nv know wen u wud go.
its jus fated.
its ok if relationships had been broken up,
jus wish tat person well but its worse if one had passed away,
u can never see him ever again.
one had to endure the pain of losing the loved ones is simply unbearable.

duo xin - guang liang

2006-10-11T15:37:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry.
After much thinking, my answer still seems to be a No.
I think I cant accept you , just simply cos we are too far apart.
we're from 2 different worlds. thou feelings mite change.
im still in deep thoughts.
if i were to accept, it means i had put down everythin even my principles cos it's just only about the feelings.
but other den feelings, there's other facts to consider too.
being able to financially support and education is oso important.
I'm don wana change u and im not tryin to change you.
ok la, wat ever. wat ever..

hui xin zhuan yi - hei long

2006-10-10T02:51:00.000+08:00

what do u do when..
you tried to called him but his hp was off?
or when u called him many times and there's no ans?
do u start to suspect him? or do u jus say its ok maybe his sleeping.

what do u do when...
he had to work from monday to sat. 7am to evening or maybe plus OT.
do u think he has time to accompany u?
and when he reach home he gotta do his stuffs.

when he works, how do u tink dere's time to afford to accompany u?
i wonder i jus wonder.......

how do you trust someone?
how long does it takes for u to fully trust someone?

are some guys lik tat? wen they did sth and they din noe its wrong.
or are they jus plain dumb.
i dono i dono.
why guys think tings more simplier den girls
and girls jus choose to make e case complicated and brood over it?

its still best to be single mingle right?
if u cant filly trust someone , den wat's the point of being wit HIM*?

pubbin day & weddin day

2006-10-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

jie bu diao - harlem yu

2006-10-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

its a god damn hazy day man. blady hell.
im gettin sick on n off. flu if not cough.
damn it.
plans for later? either watchin movie lo.
i miss the kbox session wit marie dennis they all ystd.
shitnits. i missed it cos i was budgeting too it was $28 man.
not worth it.
ystd wen to fisherman wit anicia yalun sebast dey all.
den wen home early at 12+am.
tot cud meet the other group.
in the end he passed me kinder bueno at my hse downstairs.
den we wen to temple to pray. its my first time. wahaha.
i jus follow how he do can liao.
everytin so last min. i wearin shirt n shorts somemore.
paisey.

i wana watch u, me and dupree.

all the best to eileen and her laogong. the newly weds.
never look at how sweet a relationship is on the outside,
because deep down inside there wud definitely be problems.
beneath the smile of a bride's...

marina steamboat & flo bar

2006-10-02T13:44:00.000+08:00

marina steamboat

hoegarden and hoegarden magnum

pics

2006-10-01T14:59:00.000+08:00

at mos toilet. posing here n dere.

a public affair - jesscia simpson

2006-09-30T01:29:00.000+08:00

all i want to say is.
today is really not my day.
wen out at 4+ to get my dress altered, bought C&K heels and to bugis to pass ahmad receipt and back to home all alone.
reached home at ard 7+ and wen out again at 10.
made many plans la.
tot i could watch movie or go coco latte or who noes go see motorbike racing?
and in de end, mer had to acc me for awhile to let me check my phone list to see who i could call out.
check here and dere, called some. all not free.
i really hate this kinda feelin.
and this will jus make me feel tat
i don have much frens cos dere's no one there wen i nid to hang out wit....

and YOU! yes YOU!.
tat damn fucker who din replied my blady msg.
i hate it wen guys slp.
do they slp so muccccccch?
I SUPER HATE IT.
u oways gone jus lidat.
i WILL NEVER TRUST U.
I WILL NEVER TRUST GUYS.
NEVER!
wat i see from frens.
guys .
even if they are ENGAGED
they still flirt.
so wat if they still love their gf alot?
they FLIRTED.
tell me pls tell me why guys just cant stick to one girl.
this goes to show.
girls shld not be tat serious too
shld jus flirt back.

im sick.
sick of this life.
tell me wat to do.

*only i TRUSTED you**
but u had lost contact wit me......

Ai yao zhe mo shuo chu kou - zhao chuan

2006-09-27T11:53:00.000+08:00

ystd worked one whole damn day from 12 pm to 12am wit ahmad.
i tot it was tiring. but no it wasnt.. was fun cos that bunch are nice pple.
guess im gona work for more days if there is ar.
can earn much more bucks and its not a everyday job.

and today,
goin MOS wit anicia , mavis and tingting.
yay yay yay.
long time i din club.
now i feel that my life is so having satisfaction.
work earn money SHOPPING! den enjoy my life with my peeps.
drinkin away. pubbing . clubbing.
weeeeeee.
heee.

and tmrw,
goin shooooooping wit desiree.
going to find a dress for weddin dinner
and goin to chill at this bar at millenia walk.
weeee.

*i miss caz. lol.

when my heart wants to accept and give it all out to you,
my mind holds me back and say no.

ling - ke you lun

2006-09-21T02:51:00.000+08:00

i cant slp.
but im slping soon.
and so fast, 3days have past.
im thinking...
clubbing..
drinking..
tattoos..
nightlife..
are they really essential in my life?

ok not tattoos la.
till how old wud i club till?
i wonder.
i tot i cud tink alot. think deep. maybe i shld realise im not.
IM IMMATURED. IM PLAYFUL. IM CHEEKY.
the only ting i know in life other den having all these bad points
is to get a diploma.
get a gd career.
get a car.
get married. plan a family.
save alotttttttt of money for my old age.
but I NEED ENJOYMENT.
im so used to nightlife.
i wish to drink n never get drunkk.
i wish tat i can be independent
and look after myself.
AND I DON WAN PPLE TO THINK TAT IM CHEAP.

i FUCKIN hate that.
i am conservative.
but there is only this regret in life.
n dere is no turnin back.
i have to look ahead and move on.
cos im hating myself this way...

LIFE!

quan shu qian jing - nick cheung

2006-09-17T17:57:00.000+08:00

its a boring sunday.
i tried to put myself to sleep at 4.
and now im awake this fast..
i cant seem to be sleepin well.
was it cos i was waiting for this lil sms?

din go out much these days.
so bored.. will start lookin into classified ads tmrw.
is it true tat,
wen the person is around u din cherish..
but when his gone.. u will realise something is amiss in ur heart.
i listen to frens advices. i oways like to hear of their opinions.
but does it affects me..?
or do i take part of their opinions into my final decisions?

my fren say. u listen to their advices..
but still the final say is from u and what ur heart tells u to.
not your mind..
i wont let my mind take control.
cos i jus wan a blissful love.
HAHAH.
but there are so mani other tings to be taken into considerations.
about whether u cud be financially stable to take care of ur gf and all..
does the past matters?
i told myself it does to me n my fren.
but now...
i dono.
maybe... i should jus go for it.
but i jus want to say : PATIENCE is everything.
cos once someone comes into ur life too fast,
he wud be gone fast too.

matured guys are hard to come by.
im so in deep tots today. HAHA

sweet love - anita baker

2006-09-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

finally, exams are over.
i can heave a sign of relief.
results, worry later...
now jus chill out...
it's chill season baby. for 3 weeks or so.
anyone know where i can get a job. temp kind.
I really NEED IT. like waitress or 5days kinda job.
HAIS.
still got eileen's weddin to attend n gotta buy dress.

MONEY is everything....
nx week goin to this bar to chill wit desiree.
i think at holland V or millenia walk. gona try the hoegarden beer.
wit soothing music of jazz.. yeah, much better than KTV pubs.
i've nv even been to KBOX be4.

i love high standard of living. but u gotta have the bucks
and look im 19 n this is spore.
cant imagine tat u can nv get wat u wan. as in the type.
eng speakin? nah.. nv come across one.
yet there are so many of the others.. tat are nice.
shld i go wit the flow even if dey not my type?
tattoos and.. stuffs.. hais
i don like to force pple to change either.

ystd wen out at 1+ to town to meet dee.
den go mit anicia at paragon after she end work.
wen bugis to get her dress wit her hubby.
den go tm to mit her bro n xianqi.
den at 940 watch snakes on e plane(4****) wit the bro n xianqi.
den movie ended n i called mer.
she said she was enterin the cinema.
and walla she appeared. haha tis is fate.
n i wen to another cinema to watch john tucker must die(3.5***) for free.
ended at 1+am den wen to near mustafa eat supper
ok den go home.

lastly,
I NEED A FUCKIN JOB!

i miss caz..

ai hen jian dan - david tao ze

2006-09-11T10:44:00.000+08:00

am having headache now.
on sat wen to the pub to drink wit mer sever n his fren.
open martell.
den wen over to mit my cousins ah yong ah wei ah ping at shin 8.
they open chivas.
faints***

was tipsy on sat. n damn headache.
ystd wen back to shin 8 again.
sorta celebrated marie's birthday.
wit cousins again. haha cos ah yong goin NS tmrw.
i nv tried drinkin 2 days in a row.
wen the worst is exams are ard.
tis is fuckin shit la.
april wake up.

now im headache n i scare i cant study.
drinkin more water man...
hais.
all the best to me for the exams.
god bless me. lol.
happy 19th birthday lesbo mer. =))
n happy 20th birthday ah yong cuzzie. =)
lalala~

she is - alex holan

2006-09-09T15:47:00.000+08:00

wen to watch midnite movie ystd at cine. little man.
wallaoo. its a muz watch cos its so fuckin funny.
faints can. wen wit mer dennis n yixiang.
iniatially suppose to go drink but in e end oso nv.
later dono wan go wer?
momo ? or go boat quay drink wit ..

abit dumb, exams are on tues i still can go clubbin.
prolly destress la hor.
im off to studyin back again.
COPING. lalala~

love - beyond

2006-09-07T02:30:00.000+08:00

really stress really really stress..
i tot i cud cope.
but who noes i cant cope.
its jus studies!
im gettin afraid as e day draws nearer..
BCM, CDN esp.
omg..
been goin out to study alone.
n tmrw prolly go orchard lib be4 acc dee for her interview.
den miting fel at ngee ann to see the liondance comp.

hais... nv felt this way for long.
as in stressing for studies.
really damn scare la.
blame myself for not paying attention durin class.
i jus cant. im not the type who cud.
im oways tired, dreamy, crappy, sleepy durin lessons.
n at the end, i will jus struggle my way out wich i am now
and am suffering.
i tot of clubbin tdy.. nid a destress.
but who clubs jus be4 exams??? lol.
i nid la..... teach me how to relax..
i wish..
i wish for a beer in my hand.
i wish..
to be at pasiris fisherman now..
relaxing n chilling my life away.
hearin the music n lookin at the scenery.
damn nice. i WISH
=(

wo bu hou hui - jimmy lin

2006-09-02T16:13:00.000+08:00

hmm. i haven start studyin yet. im suppose to study ystd!!
but i din... and i wen over to anicia hse at 7+.
make up and all... tot wan go momo.
in the end go dicussion find tat bitch.
ok la cb hope the ting settle.
den wen momo... go mit mavis joseph n many2..
i really not in the mood ystd. really really no mood.
i hear the rnb music oredi turn off. cant dance.
not in the mood to. wana go outside sofa sit oso..
maybe its cos HIS ard n i don wish to dance wit him.

yet they all keep disturbing push him to me..
i kinda frustrated.
SORRY.
den me n anicia wen down MOS... lucky got VIP den go free.
smoove is super packed. im starting to hate smoove
not cos of music, it simply rocks! but cos of the angmohs indians..
they so the... and it so squeezy la. until can feel their sweat wen u pass dem.
YUCKS.
we only manage to dance awhile lor. 3+ den say go home le.
sians 1/2.

i dono why i so not in the mood ystd.. sorry~
i really must buck up n study.
gimme the strength. hahahah

once in a lifetime - gregoria

2006-08-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

did i put tat title oredi? or did i not?
forget it. i've forgotten.
and ya tmrw is last day of sch.
den study wk...
den exams n holidays!!
sighs.. i hate attachment.
jus love the money.
am gona work hard for this exam k.
i don wan my GPA so low.
but am gona have probs wit CDN n BCM.
faints.

ya n 1 more holiday i wan job lor.
if not waste time.
sometimes i wonder why life cud be so complicated by pple who jus cant make tings simple??
i simply hate all these shits.
i hate immatured guys. i hate flirts! i hate guys who had too many gfs.
n i wonder do we live in life all jus for love?
its PARTLY, but we have many more other goals to achieve.
and this is solely in YOURSELF. don be dependent on others or follow wat others say.
do wat interests you and go for it. set your targets rite.
well sad to say, i cud be influence easily.
and i nid companion too. i cant do tings alone.
i jus gotta be independent wich i really wished i cud be.
only thru my achievements will make me be a happier person.
the feelin of great accomplishment.
den i will think back in life that it is not so disappointing after all.
thou love is another parcel in life where it all starts to make u confused n hurt.
work towards your success first den love comes along the way.
of course, family n frens are the utmost important ones in the list.
and a diploma for me is a must. be it private or going to poly.

please pple, life is simple.
don mess tings up and don oways be so frustrated over the one u love.
don leave ur frens behind and don say they leave u behind wen u jus wan dem to accompany u for the sake of accompanying n den u are gone somewer to the one u love.
its weird why wen the person is wanted by others yet u oso want. but wen his unwanted. u drift away too. so many tings on my mind today.
prolly too much tots ya.
pardon me. im like this oways.
last words to say. cherish life cos its most painful is wen the one u love passed away n not wen a r/s is over..
u still get to see tat person but wen his gone to heaven.. its just forever.
i love my friends and family alot. thou i don show it out to my family tat much. but my true friends. 6yrs and going. u guys make me realise how much i tresure this frenship - anicia and desiree. =) thanks

once in a lifetime - gregorian

2006-08-28T03:59:00.000+08:00

shags. super shags.
another less den 12hrs will be goin to town for roleplay agn.
and tues got roleplay.
siansss. but gd la. last ting on my mind be4 my exams.

ystd really no plans.
kinda plan go bugis pub or boat quay or even MOS.
den in de end spent 3hrs at downtown mac.
waitin for the guys to come laaa.
dono wer to go sit dere n wait.
well i nv seen dem be4. was my 1st time.
quite frenly la dem.
den go pasirispark play the circular swing ting.
so fun..

jus now at downtown again.
got 4 diff chalets tat i noe of
but wen to one den slack at mac downtown agn!
wit same pple..

16*20
lol. WTH.
hate guys who sweet talk for the sake of sweet talking.
all fakers.
stupid fuckers.
i rather u not sweet talk wit me.
how to really noe if the guy is true???
tell me pple....

wo hui hao hao guo - li jiu zhe

2006-08-26T15:26:00.000+08:00

also dono wat im thinkin..
for now, i noe.
u've drift away..
for sure.

so now had to tell myself to give up.
not contact u, not think so much
and move on wit life.
exams are ard the corner.
if this feelins now is so unmanageable.
den wat abt my future?
my marriage, my career, my frens and family.
many many other stuffs wer it will hit me more badly
den jus this feelin for u.
is it even a feelin onot?
i can get it over, if someone cud make my day..
as in contact me.. wit sincerity.
i oways needed someone to be dere for me..
someone who i cud love n be loved in return.

life sucks.
i swear.
i'll make my life better, improve myself.
not let others look down on me and smile more..
but this feelin RIGHT NOW is unexplainable.
suddenly like i felt like im lonely.
i wan to enjoy and destresssss pple.
=(
i oways wonder, WHAT AM I?
not an influence buy any others.

neng bu neng - er zuo ju zhi wen

2006-08-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

dono wat's up wit me.
dono how i become lidat?
after 19yrs.. i gave up.
im mad i noe...
im sorry...
sorry to all my frens who tinks im dumb.
so why did i do tat?

i jus noe ..
wat's been done cannot be undone.
but wats in my mind.. wats in my heart.
so..
do i have the feelins.. or do i not...
im feelin okay at times.....
i jus don wan u to lose contact wit me.
tats all i can ask for after all these.
hais.

waiting in vain - annie lennox

2006-08-19T13:44:00.000+08:00

i watched serendipity ystd.
i noe its too late after so mani yrs.
hahaha. but its better late den nv.
its a touchin story mannnnnn.
like lake house =)
serendipity - fortunate accidents happen, fates meet.
i love that song!!!

still haf yet to watch click.
NAFA is over.
fuckin fail my 2.4 by 29secs.
stupid shit.
my CDN results sucks.
lol.
watever.
exams are next
and im so hating role plays.
CB laaaaaaaaaaaa.

later oso dono wer to go?
my lesbo is having exams.
hmmmmm..
ystd wen 24hrs to slack wit anicia eileen n guang xi.
saw so mani pple la......
ok bye

angels or devils - dishwalla

2006-08-17T16:04:00.000+08:00

6 more days to ....
MOS.
nx wed.
yea, i shall wait.
prolly skipping sch on thurs.
wakaka~
shld have gone clubbin ystd huh?
cos tdy nv go sch.
fuck it laa....

im bored at home.
stucked at home.
boringboring.
im goin town later.
ok byebye.

no promises - shayne ward

2006-08-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

im so fucking hyper. oso dono why.
think i am mad.
its true tat girls like bad guys rite.
im so stupid and dumb.
i realise im short tempered and i cant fucking stand stayin at home
it gives me all the fucking stress and i hate being alone.
i wana say.......
life is really complicated.
nothing can ever be prefect.

i wish.
one day.....
my loved one can bring me to a faraway place...
mauritus, bali, maldives, hawaii.
all the place wer dere are nice sceneries. the sun, the sand , the sea.
im so enjoying this kind of life.
just you and me.
in a world of our own.
well i can only wait for this beautiful surprise/dream to come true wen prolly its my honeymoon?
oh april, stop all these craps.
i jus dreaaammmmmmmm toooo much.
why cant dreams be reality? life aint a beautiful ting. not even falling in love`

one and only - teitur

2006-08-12T14:57:00.000+08:00

*do u wan to be my one and only love ....

so in love with this song from super ex gf ost.
my super ex gf - 3.5 popcorns.
funny lame shit laaa.

lake house - 4 popcorns.
complicated love story where fates have yet to cross.

watch super ex gf ystd at cine at 1.55am. lol.
with marie n dennis. i felt like an extra man.
but i've been following dem ard too often.
his fren said i shld jus go get myself attach n not disturb them?
lol. i wish to.... wahahah.
after movie ended, wen to fetch yixiang den go jln kayu eat.
den stayed over at dennis hse cos of stupid door locked. lol
jus came back not too long.
and steamboat later? plus fireworks!!!
hehehehe.
if only.. i was wit my loved one.

wat am i thinkin? i shldnt be feelin this way.
i din wan to... but i did.
playing wit fire**

promiscious girl - nelly furtado

2006-08-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

wen clubbin ystd.
got a free invite to new club at CUBE. opp momo.
walao so mani mlys laa.... omg. minahs. mats. weird pple
*faints*
have u ever seen pple dancing with hands pointing out at u from out of nower.
WTF.
its funny.
drank martell. very LITTLE and im sooooooo drunk or HIGH.
hahaha.
must be the music too.
some of the song i likkkkke.

clubbed wit marie, cyn n some other bikini contestants.
den headed to MOS cos this guy got VIP ar or sth lidat.
i was oredi drunk laaaaaaa. dono how i even fly to MOS.
and stayed over at marie's.

jus now wen bugis for sth. kal it SPA. haha
den wen to selegie eat chicken rice back n back to bugis st for shopping.
den to geylang lorong for more sight seeing of pros and fucking despos.
and wen to eat you tiao n beancurd at geylang too.
headed to loyang tua pek gong temple next.
sooo mani places.

with a transport, life is MADE easier ;)
i so wan my volkswagon beetle convertible car can

zui ren - xu zhi an

2006-08-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

im so sick of life oredi.
at times i dono why i feel like i got lil frens.
but its not.
prolly im jus too negative.
haha.
its a national day eve today......

i don like pple to come into my life and go so fast.
wat's this.
but im all used to it.
and i hate to be stuck at home.
cos i will feel like im all alone in my room
and i wonder wat the world out there is doin.
tat's y i did rather go outdoors.

there's no time to waste.
prolly after my attachment, im goin to find a job
earn money as i study.
its useless for me to oways stay at home doin nth using the net and watching tv?
jus feel life is so useless this way.
rather earn money man.

haisssssss.

happy national day.
peace.

wishing on a star- beyonce

2006-08-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

im wishin on a *star* ..

jus wen for a jog alone. =)
no s/w ma. wat to do.
but im happy man no S/w.
jus felt unhealthy so nid a jog.

CDN2. die. im praying hard man i wun fail.
*prays*
cocked up totally.
cant wait till 15th sep. :)

i feel tat life is.
i dono.
lotsa words. gd n bad.
but i nid tat someone to be dere for me wen i nid him.
hahahahahha.
craps

Ai yi ge ren hao nan - william so

2006-08-01T17:06:00.000+08:00

i am seriously gettin STM. omg.
how cud i forget august? jus tot today is 1st sep and its teachers day.
and told my frens. and dey say is it? dey oso dono sia.
wahahaha.
fuck la, damn it.
dono wat's wrong.
but cant seem to rmb lotsa tings lately.

even phone contacts in my hp i don even noe who oredi.
and wat i jus did within mins oso i don rmb.
help me la..
i don wana see doc.
and tmrw is CDN prac2.
hopefully, i wun forget how to do.

ai yi ge ren hao nan......*

gei wo ni de ai - tank

2006-07-30T14:17:00.000+08:00

NDP preview yesterday. i love fireworks and lighting effects are fuckin nice~

random pictures taken within past few wks. i miss ma curls =(
***
ystd wen out wit desiree in early afternoon to far east again. trying to find my shorts and faded jeans. cant really find the right one. after tat met mer, dennis n his sis at kallang for the NDP preview. my gosh. so freakin crowded and sweaty! maybe its jus worth wen u can get to see the fireworks and performance? haha. for me its ok la.

wen back to change n wen out again to watch the lake house. nice romantic movie. but abit don undstn la the storyline. complicating. hahaha. but was sweeet la. haiz. had supper at fengshan bedok n wen home lor.

goin to collect ma specs later wit sis and go bugis to shop!
den go chilli padi restaurant to mit my parents for dinner.
and.... no sch tmrw!
yea job interview and project tmrw. lalala~

Dream On - Aerosmith

2006-07-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

The Gateau Affairs. 5 popcorns.
this tvb romance drama jus ended jus now.
was damn touching n upset.
esp the last 2 episodes.
brought me to tears laaa.
esp wen it comes to couple. girl is dying. guy cant help.
omg. jus blive in miracles...
but really gives me encouragement to make cakes!
lol.

gona get my new specs...
thanks mum for e sponsor. =)
heeee. was iniatially down but she made me happy.

yet...
my hair is short. short super short...
cut twice at the hairdresser's. plus once by me n my mum.
yet mer ask me to cut shorter to look some how like a butch.
like more style.... kinda tempted to cut shorter after wat she say.
but NO. im straight for wat cut till so short even thou its style laaa..
nvm la maybe nx time wen mer wana cut short, i'll cut wit her short.
n i make sure it's REAL (butch hairstyle) short.

n gd nites.
presentation over! progress test over! relieved..
CDN prac 2 nx wk. damnit.

i cant do anythin now . *

-

2006-07-23T13:42:00.000+08:00

who can be there wen i need someone?
its nobody.
tot all my past frens could give a lendin hand.
this shows that we should be independent
and not rely on anyone.
thanks ar. i deeply appreciate it.
only apply to those who doesnt fuckin care.

boredom

2006-07-22T02:02:00.000+08:00

Name twenty people you can think of right now.Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.

1) marie
2) anicia
3) desiree
4) ozie
5) marina
6) ilah
7) asyiqa
8) fyqa
9) azri
10) indra
11) dennis
12) diana
13) ameline
14) felvira
15) huiyun
16) zac
17) Him*
18) sheng
19) my sis
20) yayi

How did you meet #14?
felvira* oh she's my crazy crappy classmate.

What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
marie* prolly miss out on not havin sucha great girlfren.

What if #9 and #20 dated?
azri and yayi* omg. no way. dey are frens man.

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
ilah n him* eh no. bcos one is attach but i dono abt the other

Describe #3.
desiree* crazy. witty. bitchy. nice.

Is #8 attractive?
fyqa* yea she is. butch ma.. hehe. she is wat she say she is as *cute*

Describe #7.
iQa* twin of fyqa. oso delcared cute. haha. funny, short, small. everythin same as fyqa.

Do you know any of #12 family members?
diana* yea, her sis and parents. haha. wen to hse many times.

What would you do if #18 confess to you that he likes you?
sheng* haha shock la.

What language does #15 speak?
HY* chi and eng?

Who is #9 dating?
azri* me!! haha i wish. no one i guess.

How old is #16 ?
zac* same age as me . 19.

When is the last time you spoke to #13 ?
ameline* erm. during the bbq last fri.

Who is #2's favourite band/singer?
anicia* not sure. maybe lee sheng jie? some chi pop singers.

Would you ever date #4 ?
ozie* yea. of cos. bitches date out.

Would you ever date #1?
mer* i date her almost everyday.

Is #15 single?
hy* yup.

What's #10's last name?
indra* im not sure. mas indrawan bin ???? jaffar? dono la.

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 ?
dennis* hahah noooooooo. his my gf bf*. wakaka.

School of #3 ?
dee* not schooling..

Where does #6 live?
ila* pasir ris.

What's your fave thing about #5 ?
ina* she's nice to be with. helpful and dere for u.

Have you seen #2 naked before?
anicia* nope... i think.... maybe a lil naked. wkakaa.

*i miss #9*

maneater- nelly furtado

2006-07-21T03:38:00.000+08:00

jus reached hm from eating supper wit mer n dennis.
today was the worst day i EVER had.
FUCKIN shit.
wen to mac downtown to study den headed to mustaffa centre.
to buy dye.
gona bye mer's hair tmrw! yay.... i wana be a qualified one. wakakak.

i SUPER hate that fuckin indian at mustaffa centre!!!
CB! better watch out man.
purposely wana knock into me?
not once, twice. yet still wana knock more? and was being followed?
im super fuckin angry n piss. me n mer even saw him lookin in our direction.
citot. if he did dare jus follow us directly out. we're gona show him our colors.
nabei. damn tat fuckin indian.
jus better be careful for those girls who goes to mustaffa nx time.

yay i bought tat so called band? haha. or bracelet.
finally found it! and cheap somemore.
so loving those shell2 handmade bracelets...
luckily din waste my $20 voucher at ck tangs.
nearly bought tat $19 bracelet. but im so loving it la.
need moreeeee.

tmrw goin out wit indra and azri.
the 2 biatchs.
gona sit on azri's TZM!
dono why jus feel excited.
kinda crazy laa.....
indra gona treat me MAKAN.
wakaka.

k la BYE
1 project down.
left wit roleplay + CDN + MP to study.
blady citot.

do this if u're bored

2006-07-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

` How many times can you honestly say you've been in love?
*honestly really been..... 2....

` Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
*yup. its jus a matter of time n whether ur paths have met

` Do you think that you should become friends with someone first?
*yes.. to know tat person better

` Have you ever had your heart broken?
*yea... quite a no of times...

` What do you think about long-distance relationships?
*its all abt being committed without having to see each other. emotionally attached.

` Your thoughts on online relationships?
*it can only work out after u haf met dem, become frens n noe more abt dem

` Would you rather date someone five years older or five years younger?
*five yrs older. someone more matured den the 5yrs younger

` Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
*as in a guy? once i guess

` Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?
*yes. its hard for pple to change but if they really did, den time will show

` Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt & you cried?
*yup yup yup.

` How many kids do you want to have?
*2 or 3

` Is there someone who you like at the moment?
* currently yes. jus a lil crush

` Do you usually fall for a wrong guy/girlor the right guy/girl?
*i fell for all e wrong guys.. except one or two. its my lesson learnt. patience is all i've got now.

` What is your favorite color?
*white

` What are your views on gay marriages?
*its ok cos we're jus humans who nids love too

` Have you ever broken someone's heart?
*yeah.... karma

` Have you ever given or been given roses?
*nope.....

` Are you the one who makes the move or do you wait for them to make the move?
*at times i made the move if i cant take it any longer. but i noe i can be paitent.

` What is your all time favorite romance movie?
*romance? lots i guess. 10 things i hate about u. blue lagoon...

` Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you remarry after they died &you were married for 60 years?
* nope never. jus be faithful to ur man til de end of time.

` At what age did you start noticing the opposite/same sex?
* as young as? i tink pri sch

` What song do you want played as youwalk down the aisle?
* hmmmm now and forever? lol

` Are most high school kids infatuated or inlove?
*yea most of em are. wen they get out of high sch den dey understand wats realove

` What was your first love like?
*all started in sec 2 wen his in the same class as me. lasted for a yr n a half. but my love for him was sec 2 till de end of sec 5

` What's the longest time you've ever likesomeone?
*3yrs+++

` Would you give up everything for love?
*no. be it of setbacks in love, we muz never give up till its time for us to go

` Will your life be incomplete without love?
*yes it will... waitin for the only one tat is i dono who

` What do you notice first in a guy/girl?
*his looks and smile and character

` What do you like most about your crush?
* i dono. he jus seems nice and humourous. somehow or rather, similar to my lifestyle

` Do you like someone?
* yea.

` Want to get married?
*yea... hopefully 25? lol

To?
* a matured thinkin guy who is willing to be faithful and responsible towards his only wife for the rest of his life. wakakak

` Last person who hugged you?
* i dono... must be some girlfren..

open arms - journey

2006-07-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

jus now wen a trip to NYP.
haha. cos i wana see the ????
maybe its not who u tink it is huh cos its the other but u jus wont noe ;)
sat beside iqa in tutorial. so funny sia. feels im like sittin wit fyqa but jus a change of environment.
whaha.
luckily e lecturer tot i tompang the lesson only, he tot i from same course.
from tutorial to lab. lab is boringgg. y cant the net be use??
den to the food junction. food ok la not too bad.
yet i din see who i tot i wud see....
nvm. next time perhaps... gatalnye april.
well jus for fun.

hmmm maybe nx yr i go NYP?? but i don like the lab.
or i go RP. new facilities. how gr8.
ystd spent the nite at ina's place.
me n ozie waited for her under her blk to come back from work at 12+am.
den she wen hm.
thanks ina for helpin me dye my hair. u're jus an expert hair technician.
i dono why i feel gd at her hse. like she entertain me well and she've got everythin.
i miss my sleepovers and "mtv" video makings at her hse...
reached home at 10+ jus now n wen out agn at 12+.

fuck shit. im so lovin the outdoors.
project tmrw.......
nx term on gotta work hard. yeayeayea.

ps - i dono wat to do now. wat is the next step. isnt he oblivious. i feel so.....
daddies are the nicest people on planet earth. wakaka~

2006-07-17T03:23:00.000+08:00

real love - massari

2006-07-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

so bored.
later goin for service.
on fri the bbq can say successful yet fun n crazy wit tat crazy girl ard.
fel nv seen a twin be4 in her life.. wakaka~
was fun la. play pranks, joke here n dere, cycle, eat eat eat, play cards.
fuck shit.
ok la thou only got 10 pple turn up.
i wan to eat crab meat!

wah really damn boring man.....!!!
studying at mac? oso boring.....
my actual test still far.
yet argh... really nth to do.
i dono how to do my speech man fuck shit la.....
and im so da scared to present alone bt no matter gona give ma best shot.
IA. i cant wait cos i nid the bucks.
but im so hating it. cheap labour shit.
this coming wed gona do the roleplay proj.
new hairstyle by nx wk? lol.....

BYE

2006-07-13T16:17:00.000+08:00

www.quizbox.com

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your Pet's Name
Named after a cartoon characterA name such as Popeye, Mickey Mouse or Donald Duck suggests that you are young at heart and enjoy playing with children. You have a lot of dreams and new ideas. Sometimes you just want to be on your own and sink into your childhood memories.

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Bright and CheerfulYou are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well

Are You Nosy?
Nosy Level: 80%
You have a wild and crazy imagination, and this can lead you to being very nosy as you strive to check out whether your theories are true. You get very occupied with your own thoughts and create fantastic stories out of the things that you think are happening in people's lives. It might be a good idea to concentrate more on your own life.

Who is your dream guy?
Here is the analysis:He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy.

Pick One
Here is the analysis:
Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.

Your travel plan: You will travel to exotic countries like Tibet, India, Egypt. You enjoy visiting ancient ruins, lost woods and spending time in a hut in peaceful neighborhood.

Your future financial status: You are very good at saving and sometimes you are even stingy. The reason you want your teeth to grow longer is because when you can't eat, you can save even more on food. Once your money is deposited in the bank, there's no way that you will withdraw it out just to spend on luxuries.

The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

What do your friends think of you?
Here is the analysis:You are popular. Your friends feel at ease when they are around you. You are cheerful and lovely. It's not surprising that you have many good friends. You always feel happy for others, not a glimpse of envy. This is your unique character. Keep up!

The House
Here is the analysis:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person.

You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. You often come up with solutions to problems. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

What Would You Do?
Do you have a chance with the one you love?

You have had chances but you let them go without taking any risks.
In any case, if you don't make any efforts to meet people, no relationship is going to get started.

The Eating Test
Here is the analysis:You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over.

You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.

How to tell someone that you love them?
YOU NEED A THIRD PARTY

You have no idea at all about how to tell the one that you have fallen in love with. It's safe to say that asking a friend for help is your best solution to get started.

+++++

2006-07-12T17:00:00.000+08:00

holidays . i hate IT!
i donwana get stucked at hm
and all the fuckin tots comes in n doesnt gets out.
yes yes. 301 msges must be deleted! soon...
yet i cant click it.
but my older posts from lt yr feb to march lidat deleted.

i cant imagine my past till now.
wat have i become.
ok more chinese tat is.
but i am happy.
yet i din expect myself to change.
are we changing? or the world is changing?

i jus gotta be myself.
let no one influence u.

yesterday nite at 1am.
it starts to rain heavily.
jus felt stress
and tot of playin in da rain wit marie n ismail?
i really wan...
its been long since i last play in da rain.
its so fun......

baby cos im missin u now........*

shattered dreams - johnny hates jazz

2006-07-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

jus now wen out wit dee go town n shop.
as usual go zara again. like WTF.
but wun be goin dere anymore.
den we wen to mit anicia after she ended work at 730.
wen to the japan food fair at TM.
finally after yrs of searching me n anicia found our all time fav redbean paste stick.
damn nice la.... n filling.
headed to anicia hse to gamble n see her baby!
boyboy klein damn cute..... OMG. damn it damn it CUTE.
n i lose money in gambling agn. thanks to dee who gave me some to recoup my losses.
lol.

in e mrt, saw a hyperactive baby slapping the father n hitting his forehead
and he din do anithin?
we look stupid wen we play wit babies but its all worth it.

last sat my dad n i cooked dinner cos i invited marie n dennis over.
had special dishes like black pepper crab, tofu wit ham n gravy, chicken soup, fish wit chilli n onion.
kinda successful.

i really nid money badly......
y wen u wan sth n wen u get it, the more u will wan somemore.
im back to gettin sick. late nites outings make me heaty & exhausted.
im stress over money. hating myself.

i so loving my soft curls now... yet its time to change?
cant bear thou. LOL.

im AWAITING. waiting for u to come.
LOL
i don nid a r/s but i wan one?
WTH

love the frens around u.

2006-07-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

pics taken within last few days.
missing arief after he's goin NS. l
oving marie and heartshape cigs!
enjoying ma lifeeeee

blueberry yum yum - ludacris

2006-07-07T14:38:00.000+08:00

yupyupyup.
wen to double O ystd wit ozie, sab n a new fren aishah.
nv plan at all den ozie suddenly kal me to go.
was so unplanned.
dbl o is sooooo. omg.
mani minahs n mats. hating it.

but i only enjoyed one part of it.
was she the one?????
the mrt pretty boy. wahahaha.
n she's dani fren's fren.
omg. so small world.
yet.......
haha cant take my eyes off her thou.
april is insane.
yes she is.
but ya she doesnt noe so who cares.
thurs music was freakingly gd.

i wana buy baileys la. wer to get?
i will jus drink it in a gulp cos im so loving tat milk liqour.
omgggg.
im so irritated now.
i dono why. jus short tempered!!!!!!!

yes yes im happy and surprised. well thank u. =)

she's so contagious , returns my pages.
she's got me anxious , she's wat i waited for.

turn back the clock- johnny hates jazz

2006-07-05T15:00:00.000+08:00

nothing much to do. holidays has been a bore thou much better den not attendin sch and waking up early.

been waking up really late till noon.
soccer matches. so unpredictable who will win?
i hope portugal but its hard.

cant even find a proper job.
i tot of giving home tuition thru agency.
but im simply lazy. i dono wat i wan.
i am really so fickle minded.
arghs.
i so need a job.
but gona be hard.
lol.
why not jus concentrate on my studies?

so shag esp. wen its the holidays.
i will oways be looking pale due to late nites hangouts.
damn damn damn.
dere's still projects to handle.
im so hating ITE.
i make sure i go poly.
haaaaaa.

its time to delete the 301 msges of urs.
its aint worth. but wat am i holdin back
and lookin forward to?

Zara Sale!!!

2006-07-01T12:39:00.000+08:00

now my mind is all corupted wit sales sales n sales.
but i like zara sales cos items are kinda cheap.
and im so crazy over stripes now.
citot.
maybe gona get moreeeeee.
fuck shit.
now is how to get more money.
i nid a job yet no one wans me.
wahah.

ystd crazy shoppin wit marie n cynthia.
wen PS shop2 den i go orchard meet desiree 1st.
go far east return storybk den shopped ard.
den head to zara n met em at taka.
bought a stripe top from zara n a normal tee from LPzone.

crazy la...... walao.
and im so gona buy tis top imported from korea.
http://www.amegus.com/tcs484.htm
nice?
fuck shit.
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

help me.
save me.
i jus need money.
whahaha.
even online oso check out clothes.
citot.

im shopping crazy!!!!!!!!!!!

stars are blind - paris hilton

2006-06-28T13:55:00.000+08:00

im so sick. im so weak. jus now wen to sch halfway till tamp
and had to take a cab back home simply cos i suddenly felt sick.
stomach flu? i guess.

and the old taxi driver. i said pasir ris st. 51 and he drove till tampines st. 81.
n he say he heard me say tat. fucker. im in pain n he take his blady damn time.
$7 from tamp to home. citot.

jus woke up. im so freakin weak.
not sure to see a doc onot.....
haiz. been sick wit this n tat.
im hating this feelin.
and i scare e effects of after having my meal.
n i missed the BCM prog test today.
not sure to get an MC onot.

oh well.....

zui shang xin shi shui - jeff zhang xin zhe

2006-06-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

SICK SICK SICK!
Fuckin flu fucking fever!

im dying.
BEN&JERRY'S!!!!
so hooked!
yummy i love my dough ice cream.
so love it.

why cant we live our dreams?
all I can say is DREAM ON~

SubwaySubwaySubway.
AijisenAijisenAijisen.
& now i want italian food.
i want fine dining.

an ice cream donut a day keeps your teacher away.

People say-
before every sucessful woman is a man who hurts her.
behind every sucessful man is a woman who loves him.
so should I be sucessful onot???
a working taitai wannabe.

back to slp.
NIGHTS.

pls stop using these words
ii miiissshh eeu worrs.
spelling error?? enggliish hunndredd perrcennt chopp FAIL!
wakaka~

blue & yellow - the used

2006-06-24T12:38:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH~!!!
omg. wat a f*ckin nite i had at MOS.
firstly, 2 of my frens got caught n send to lockup.
for lendin IC thingy.

but this time at MOS got more hot guys compared to previous.
haha i like the tall shy one. WTH.
n the mix blood wich *someone* had eyes on him.
anicia so the wild laaa.
got so high n muz look after em.
tsk tsk.
plus dey've got weird pple n all the nerds in da club.
their dance moves so the funny.
cant help laughin man.

and yah.. the worst was.
an ang moh LESBIAN hug me & don wan to let go.
WTF!!!!!
fucking shit la. she looks like a GUY.
tall, strong built, dressin like a guy.
don even noe she's a les til mer told me cos can c her chest.
ewwwwwwww.
i was freak out till images keep reflectin even be4 i slp.
nightmare sak.
and a girl drunk til i tink she knock the toilet bowl n lie beside it unconsciously and lost alot of blood on the floor. so scarry. worst club ever.

n ya. no more iceskating. booorrrring.
y i wake up so early.

ok. BYE!

save me - corrine may

2006-06-23T01:59:00.000+08:00

jus now reach hm at 12am.
blady shit. wat a fucked up day for a fucked up schedule.
firstly, tot iceskating was cancelled cos chun cant go so it cant make 4pple.
and i've got my lazy bones too after hearin tat.

den dennis brought alan along.
luckily, he can drive tdy n it feels weird to drive in the day.
reached dere, ate mac, wen up, fuyyooooh.
so crowded wit lil kids and we'll left wit 3hrs to skate be4 closing time.
decided to go this sat mornin wer dere will be less pple but the journey is gona be long way to jurong.
den wanted to watch movie. wen down to check. din haf slither.
den we wen to town den.
parked at the cathay n wen to check for the slither.
doesnt haf either but i wanted to watch garfield. haha.
in the end, walk to PS to catch tat show.
haha no fate? we jus take a step as it goes.
den slacked at tamp coffee bean n go find anicia.

later!! willl be clubbin nite at mos for me, anicia, marie, eileen n mavis.
weeeeeeeeeee. hahaha. WTH.
my wkend schedule is tight. like having fun.
gona be fishin too this sat nite. WAHAHA.
realise 98.7 got much nicer songs while listenin it in the car.

*rum balls are nice* =)

you are all i have - snow patrol

2006-06-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

help. pple nid ur comments.
i feel so sick of my damn hair.
its so damn hard to luk after permed hair.
blady shit. now i miss my old hair.
yet i dono wat to do laaaaa.

i wan long hair but not permed anymore.
shld i cut short like the 1st term of sch and style n wait for it to grow.
or rebond but lookin natural.
hahaha. fucker.
wat a waste of my money.
i dono.
or shld i jus pull my hair one strand by one strand til it all comes out?
wakaka~
so tell me the best choice.
votes ends at 00.00 hrs.
CB bye

distance - evan n jaron

2006-06-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

omg. jus seen the vid wer the 3 chi girls beat up n strip the girl.
so angry la cb!
cmon la grow up. stil can laugh all tat.
WTF. girls these days ar.
so shitty.
even the newpaper got put.
no comments la hor.

im scare i will fall... but i make sure i wont.
don feel sad la. its the diff u.

jus now wen wit sheng go collect my sis hp at PS.
head to ck tangs n finally bought my island shop top!
weee. now dono wich one wana wear for clubbing.
i nid to buy lotsa stuffs la. clothes esp. don wana waste it cos it's GSS.
damn it shit. came out wit checklist. ar fuck.
den after go eat dinner at taka n den go wheelock.
wana check out some stuffs.
den dennis come n fetch us go back pasiris.
wit mer inside the car too.

i nid to diet la. cb.
must make sure my determination is dere.
so tat my weight will not be drop to normal.
iceskating this thurs. dono who to bring to make it 4.
tralala~

i realise i like aqua songs. like WTH.
ok la byeee.

volar - justin lo

2006-06-19T00:50:00.000+08:00

gona be a long post i suppose.
friday clubbed at MOS
wit anicia and mer.

me n anicia at the club

den later joined anicia's frens.
nx fri clubbin again at MOS cos its free!

MOS passes for 2 this fri

many plans this wk made up from me n mer.
thurs- ice skating
fri- clubbing nite
sat- fishingggg
sun- suntannnnning
haha dey r having their holidays n yet im schling
i can stil haf time to make plans for all this.
blady citot.

jus now wen to repair my sis hp at PS motorola centre wit mer.
den shop ard.
me n mer bought this 2 similar tops n plan to wear this fri.

blurred image. am i fat? lol

den go CK tangs shop cos i got voucher.
in the end mostly discounted la den cannot buy
so i buy my dad a tee $39 for father's day n i initially wanted to get this bohomian bracelet from the island shop at $16.
haha but she gave me the idea to get it for "free".
no memo ma.
i kinda love the island shop clothes la!
tmrw must die die get that fuckin top cos its discounted.
citot.

den head to downtown for family father's day dinner.
den me n sis slacked wit mer dennis andrew morris alan at downtown mac.
tat's all for the day.
happy father's day =)

blady dickna ask me to do this. so here goes~

3 schools I went to:
loyang pri, coral sec, ite college east.
3 things in my handbag:
hp, wallet, ipod
3 things I do when I'm stressed:
vent my anger on someone/sth, sleep, cry
3 places I go on a daily basis:
my room, toilet, kitchen wakaka
"4" favourite fruits:
mango, watermelon, cherry, strawberry
3 names I go by:
april, aperil, ms cheok la deh
3 of my favourite food:
black pepper crab, hotplate tofu, stingray dono wat. mostly seafood k.
3 things I'm wearing right now:
coral "thinkers" shirt, coral shorts. (stil supporter of coral lol)
Who is in the house with me?
daddy bear. mummy bear. sister bear. adapted from full hse. lol
Who am I thinking of right now?
that *HOTTIE. *winks* ask me la.
Who did I last talk to on the phone?
short conversation wit sheng
Who did I sit with during my 5th period in class?
dickna, qaqa, ama,yun yun,mia,jana,hussein
Who was the last person I uttered "LOVE" to?
MARIE. cos we r lesbos.
Who do I wish I am right now?
i wish.... to be.... han zhi en in full house can
Who gets on my nerves most in school?
teachers who gets menopause
Where is my phone?
in front of me
Where do I sleep?
in my room. duh..
Where is the place I took a ride to?
downtown
What was the last thing I ate?
different taste dishes
What colour shirt am I wearing?
white
What is the closest item to me that is blue?
MMC card reader? lol
What do I like most about school?
talking crap wit my cliques, sleeping, listen musick, play com, laugh n study
What is my favourite colour?
white, black, blue, LIME green, purple.
What do I wear most often jeans or shorts?
must see occasion. i like denim shorts
What was the last movie I watched?
poseidon. i nid more movies la
When did I start school?
1991. kindergarden days
When did I last go to the Mall?
CK tangs & PS? jus now
When did I last burn something?
-
3 bloggers to do this:
my dear lesbo partner, DICKNA, AMA,QAQA..

dont say goodbye- Valen hsu

2006-06-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

jus came back not too long ago.
wen to send my step grandaunt thru her last journey.
after sch, reached hm den left the hse.
it was really damn sad la during e sendin off ceremony.
i was holding back my tears for long.
really cant take it to see my aunt cry or even my mum.
at mandai, sang some christain songs den go round n place e flowers
and it was the last time to see her.

ystd nite wen out wit mer n dennis to geylang eat tim sum.
den he drove past the porstitute area cos we wana see.
siala. dey are posing sia outside the hotel.
i feel so angry yet sorry for dem.
so cheap. eww.
n dey are fuckin pretty girls.
sucha waste to see their life go on like this.
den meet winkeng n caleb at psr park.
drink abit. abit high den wen hm at 2+am.
die la somemore got sch. haha hack care shit.

hais. n later goin clubbing. after the funeral is like i don feel like goin.
but we plan all oredi.
so its ok.
at times i don like clubbin.
i dono y. or wats wrong.
so fucked up. im fickle minded.
tmrw... watchin movie?
sunday... go send my sis hp for repair at the motorola svc centre.
sians.
this is LIFE.
BORING LIFE.

outta here peeps.
SHAG AH

i <3 Justin Lo

2006-06-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

i suddenly miss all my frens. be it old or new.
ozie, ina, ila, fairul, su, anicia, desiree, marie, arief, my clicks in sch,
sec 5N2, sec 2N1* (how i met u & fall for u), sec 4-5 DNT days....
and my first love. who has been gone for NS.
only memories are left but the love had died down oredi.
who'd be my future? as in the real long lasting one.......
most of my frens ard me are attach. i feel happy for dem.
yet i wonder wen is mine.... this path of life is stil a long way to go.
patience is all i haf.
thanks to all who had been dere and make a mark in my life*

P.S. - jus felt down suddenly tats y i wrote anader post.

superman - janice wei lan

2006-06-14T14:25:00.000+08:00

weeeee.
jus stumbled across a frensta profile thru link link.
she's a hot butch?
lol.
freakin hot la.
dono y i got fetish for hot butch. hahaha.
but nah i wun fall for dem la.
im straight!
but can go gaga too. lol.
jus admire their style la.
so cool.

i am not girlish yet i dono.
at times i am at times i can be rough.
and now i feel tat u shld have ur own style n originality.
i feel like cuttin my hair now.
not so short or rebonded.
jus ur own style.
tralala~
i nid to go fer anader jog dude!
but s/w is tmrw.
did better go cos our names are up in the director's list.
haha. din go for a single time.
deadmeat.

is mer coming today?
i hope she is.
i wana watch slither la!
i wana sleeeeeppppp.

*cant express myself in words but thru songs tat shows a meaning in life.
*jus let it be. watever will come will come. watever doesnt den it don belongs to u.

hey foon lei - beyond

2006-06-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

been slping soooo much fo the past few days. its like 12hr slp each day.
last sat, wen to the red earth glam workshop at meritus mandarin wit desiree.
quite ok. had image talk n make up talk followed by choc buffet at mezzasth.
enjoying those blady sinful food la. omg.
followed by a makeover n hairstyling by red earth artistes
and one photoshoot by josh dono wat.
n got gift cert n goodie bag. so cool la.

den wen shopping at far east. met sheng after desiree left.
wen to the cathay to eat ben n jerry's. ordered 6diff scoops for 18.50.
fuckin nice la.... so hapi tat downtown is gona haf one. ha.
den wen to his neighbour's fren birthday chalet at aranda.
followed by chillin at fisherman wit his tae frens.
jus drank one mug of carls. lol.
tat day really ate so much nonsense.

mer's now in tioman. enjoying herself.
miss her n hope she takecare of herself.
cant wait to chill n club wit her this wkend wit anicia too.
i wana go iceskate laaaaaaa.
or even sentosa...
jus realise PS quite a gd place to shop. LOL.
bought a bk called fatal seductions.
noe its an old bk but really nice la.
read half the bk in 1 day. ha.

latest news.
my step grandaunt passed away this mornin.
sadness. bt im not tat close to her.
tmrw goin to her hse at opera est wit my parents.
guess its cos of old age? she's in mid 90s i guess.
haf u wonder?
are u afraid? of wen u wud go to heaven n be by god's side.
its scary thou. yet ur loved ones will be really sad.
i don wana die. i muz cherish this life.
ha.

God Bless You..

Luv3 - Fann Wong

2006-06-09T16:22:00.000+08:00

today is the last episode.
dono how am i gona catch it wen im goin to dennis fren chalet.
n tmrw morning.
muz leave hse at 10am sia. omg.
so cant tawn la. haiz. sian half.
but i stil luv nite life.

its the same old cycle tat i've been planning for every wkend.
plans of wer to go ever fri n sat.
and yet.. life still goes on.
im like.. very sick of these oredi.
pls god. gimme sth new.
a new life....
and i really wana go poly after ite.
jus afraid im not up to mark.
i tink im not. sighs.

ystd wen joggin wit sheng.
really damn refresh after a fuckin l0ng jog.
after he reached my blk den we wen thru tamp connector.
ran all e way till the expressway. is it TPE?
think so la.
tired shit.
mer planned for movie. she's the man.
but had to cancelled it for proj rush.

i wana go eat ben n jerry's... wee.
ha.
happiness?
i wan happiness not thru buyin me stuffs.
i wun be happy wit clothes n accesories.
i don wan the use of money.
i just wan..
our happiness*
moments shared. the sweet, the bitter.
sad or happy. ups n downs.
how u cooked for me.
how much we did for each other.
the sweet lil gestures.
the romantic stuffs.
tis is how i wan happiness to be.
***
luv luv luv
不管长短
只要彼此的感觉
当时情投意合
luv luv luv
what can i say
只要相处的感觉
你我都快乐
(你和我都很快乐)

dont speak - no doubt

2006-06-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

heard tat my ex classmate had got stab 5times at east coast.
omg.
was so freakin shock.
life is so freakin unpredictable.
cherish n say watever u shld be4 its too late.
cos u did nv expect it.
u did never noe wen our loved ones are gona leave this world.

i really hate to be reminded abt my past.
since its over. y talked abt it.
im aint famous shit in sch.
fuckin hell load.
hate guys who gossips.
argh watever.
u jus cant judge me by the cover.
& i cant judge u pple too.
well if only i knew *u well enuf.
den i can have a say.

getting over a heartbreak.
its not if u noe how to...
its all up to u n WHETHER u wan to.
if u cant bear it, u wun.
but if u are willing to stand up on ur feet
and tell yourself u definitely can do it.
u can.
& i did.
=)

its true. time passes. feelins fades.
memories are kept. the bad n the good.
every single moment shared will nv be forgotten.
well..
once u lost ur love one.
u regret..
n den u cherish?
is this true?

im goin joggin tmrw. ha!
im so dumb wen i noe i got s/w in sch.
freakin shit.
nvm BIG exercise day for me cos
april has been eating too much.
weehee.

made my very own strawberry dip in melted choc jus now.
i passed.
my first step n encouragement to learn to make more deserts.
hehs.

*trust. is a very impt ting in a r/s.
how to u gain one's trust wen a person keeps lying?
and say he will change.
once the trust is gone.
it WILL be very hard to get it back.

im sprung - t-pain

2006-06-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

bored bored bored.
sleepin soon.
plans for this weekend?
eating at ben n jerry's wit sheng n mayb mer.
goin for pauline chalet?
sat mornin make up course wit desiree.
LOL.

wer else i wana go ar?
o ya. iceskating before i forget.
*grins*
it was a total disaster tat day for me.
i wana say sth.
i hate rough guys or guys who act big
but actually arent one.
i prefer guys who r "G" as in gentleman ya.
not too soft la.
a guy wit a sense of humour, sweet, nice, fun, caring n crazy!
doubt im goin out anymore wit him.
haha.

i wana go fine dining.
i wana go choc buffet.
have been indulging in after eight chocs for the past few days.
fattenin shit.
oh well.
wen it comes to food all u gotta do is enjoy every bit u eat yea?
=)

wen will i go enrol for my car prac...
my life ahead.
i wonder where wud i be......
will i still stay in contact wit my present frens.
wat's my future career n all tat.
i simply cnat imagine.
yet i cant wait.
this is my life*

xing qing - jay chou

2006-06-03T12:01:00.000+08:00

dono wer to start. but gona cut it short.
ystd wen rollerbladin wit sheng under my voideck.
walao. met him at 10. wore my blades. go one round.
sat back down cos its too loose. fuck la.
one small part from the wheel came off.
omg. i cant blade anymore la.
wore his blades n he wore my fuckin small slippers.
funi shit la. looked like some jap person walking ard the basketball court.
wahaha.
guided me den slowly im off on my own.
cos yrs of not practising sorta make me forgot.
cb he wore my blades n continues blading until most of the wheels came off n broke into pieces.
wahahah. weird way of rollerblades gettin spoilt. anyway goin to get a new pair.
LOL.

den dennis n mer come n fetch me n him to downtown mac cos they wana study.
din expect myself to come back at 5am.
was only in shirt n shorts sia. after mac wen to mustaffa centre.
hahaha. embarrassin shit. wore so slack.
me mer n dennis each bought diff type of choc. tat's all. lol. n off we headed fer home.

later meetin alvin. kinda weird but ok la. den meetin mer again? yay.
mite be goin geylang to try smelly tofu n frog porridge? wahaha. yucks.
n tmrw shopping wit puay khim at town. weeeeeeee~
enjoying my weekends to the fullest.

zhong ai yi sheng - du de wei

2006-05-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

so bored. watchin women of times now. now mood swing.
jus now hr congress cip was fun.
me n ameline did nth.
walked ard the whole expo sia.
den chit chat here n dere.
slack at lounge. steal choc cake!
omg. yummy. so fun.
steal food n ate with the LDs.
funi shit la.
stil got anader 2days.

terence cao is hotter den julian he. hees.
*faint*
i wana go bangkok etp trip la.
i wana shop!!!!!!
arghs.
money is the prob.
fuck la.
so stress.
arghhhhhhhhhhhh.

i nid to buy alot of stuffs. i nid to shop!
damn. jus now paul 2hill n the other 6 were at cine.
missed it.
i so wana see him.
LOL.
im enjoying my life to the fullest now.
ENJOY!
yet in a bad mood la fuck.
not feelin well....................... haiz

love bond

the academy
anyone have this 2 theme songs from tvb? fav shows. lookin for it. =)

toy soldiers - martika

2006-05-29T00:43:00.000+08:00

had a sudden urge to blog mann today thou i don wan to.
i jus watched finish the taped sg idol.
am so crazy over paul twohill.
he jus resembles MCR gerard way. OMG.
his hot. LOL.
found him in frensta n added him in MSN.
wakakaka~

im so goin insane. HELP!!!
y so mani hot guys are turnin gay????
so sad....
Julian He IS FUCKIN HOT!
the cop in ch8 show ruo qi. tat's him.
im goin crazyyyyyyyyy.
its like u touch the guy wit one finger. psssstttt. fucking hot.
temperature risen to 100 degrees.
wahahahaha.
im stil studyin for this tues test. oh no.
plus HR congress CIP for nx 3 days. yea. gona skip afternoon lessons for tat.
wen for the briefing today at expo. gona be big event.
am incharge at the secretariat room for 2days followed by ushering the last day.
Qaqa cut her hair. am so freakin shock.
was goin wtf wtf wtf all the way wen i first saw her.

this wkend got many plans. help me la.
i wana club, pub, rollerblade, chill, shopping wit puay khim!
hahahaha. sg sale is on........... oh no. money is gona be GONE real soon.
LOL.
nite pple.
* u lose in this game cos u din get wat u wan but i lost too cos i got hurt.

duan dian - zhang jing xuan

2006-05-27T03:50:00.000+08:00

sian. jus reached home not too long ago.
lol.
wen to miss clarity to eat wit mer n sheng.
saw ex colleague. dey seem frenly.
den after tat dennis fetch us. send sheng to parklane.
me mer dennis andrew alan were at mac downtown studyin all the way
till 12+.

den wen to changi for supper plus aquas sight seeing. lol.
most of the stalls close at changi so jus wen rounding.
wen OCH area. haha kept laughing in the car la.
den dennis suddenly wana go loyang tua pek gong temple.
saw so mani dogs. omg.
my 2nd or 3rd time dere thou. so many ah bengs dere praying.
n saw chen liping n husband dere too.
marie funi shit sia. said sth abt the DOGS link to ...
lol!

den me mer n alan had our driving lessons outside the temple.
we went round n round n round.
my driving got WORST. omg. don even noe wat i doin la.
cannot control den nearly bang.. LOL.
haiz. dono wer to go tmrw.
tests nx tues. sian sian sian........
CIP too for 3 days. omg..
shag shag shag.
night life is gd but not too much for a girl.
suppose to go clubbin but cancelled it.
jus not in the mood. argh. fuck la.
gtg for my gdnite sleep.

dear god,
i pray........
for a sweet dream tonight that will last me till daylight.
amen. LOL.
* the best part i wish u wud be in the dream wit me.....

love story - fan yi chen

2006-05-25T18:31:00.000+08:00

jus got back not too long.
acc mom to CGH after sch.
not goin to sch tmrw. yayyyy.
jus a waste of time wit one lesson only.
skipped SW for one whole month man.
wakakaka~

yay. ystd was fun. laughed so much.
studied at mac downtown wit mer n dennis n morris n others.
from 5+ was dere till 1am.
me n mer watch ch 8 show at the food court la.
so pathetic like no home man. LOL.
den wen seng pang bedok.
guys wana have supper.
after tat dennis drove us home.
SUPER FUN.
got to drive for my first time.
accelerate, brake, acc, brake. GOSTUN.
hahaha. BRAKE! n everyone flies.
Mer
u blady idiot. u brake n made me fly front. haha.
so its my revenge.
so fun so fun.
i wan a car.
let's go take license! =)

n tmrw. goin to my old workplace for dinner?
n more studying. but its jus fun. lalala~

*once unforgotten, will never be forgotten. u jus exist n left a fucking path of my lonely road agn. LOL.
p.s. - i heart my frens to the core. its better n more den hardcore.

ai wo de ren he wo ai de ren - qiu hai zheng

2006-05-23T14:36:00.000+08:00

reached hm not too long ago.
skipped ms lee class.
was the only one who wen hm among my grp.
hahaha. damn it sleepy la.
but am kinda active now la.
but i wana watch the repeat for the academy at ch55.
but i wana sleep too.
lack of sleep sey. jus now was so tired during MP class.

ystd had mood swing. dono wass up wit me. lol.
dono to club this wkend onot wit anicia cos got free VIP pass to momo or mos.
argh.
but i really wana go back my old work place n try the food dere.
very tempting.
i AM a super BAD COOK.
i nid to learn cooking from my dad soon.
but dey say i oways 3mins one.

shall go back to enjoy my slp now.
Happy 19th birthday anicia.
i love ya.
=)

* u suck if u tink u can get alot of girls in ur "charmed" life. jus FUCK OFF.

jia zhuang - jolin tsai

2006-05-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

jus watched finished sg idol auditions. damn it funi. esp the chi rapper. lol!
jus now met mer n wen for service. was oways late. wakaka.
den wen to century sq to buy the fresco ice cream & some other stuffs.
saw anicia. she wit her colleague n lin jie. break time ma.
haha the fishball noodles was tempting me.
damn it.
i really think i got problem.
been eating so much. food obsession!
back to fruits tmrw.

ystd watch poseidon wit sheng.
wah... i love the show.
nearly brought me to tears esp. the couple part.
sad yet adventurous. nice one.
walked ard PS den headed to cali starbucks to mit mer n dennis.
four of us. debating to eat at swensons or NYDC.
mer lost to the sticky chew choc. lol.
but orchard 24hrs was freakin FULL la.
tot airport one 24hrs. headed down at 11.50. closed.
im weak. hungry. tired. sleepy.
ate BK in the end. chilled n took a cab hm.
ystd was funny la. me n mer laugh like fuck.
talk abt sintua all the way at BK. interesting facts.
haha. i tink im superstitious.
i wana read my fortune. lol.

* i shall prove i can be happy n better of w/o u.

THIS LIFE. OH~
old chi sad songs back in my list. i wan moreeeee.

i....

2006-05-20T16:08:00.000+08:00

...... miss you

Nothing gona stop us now - Starship

2006-05-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

nothin much to blog.
so lil' pple online now.
im bored & tired.
jus now wen straight home.
watched narnia den slept.
still waiting to watch fearless.
lol.
i wana watch poisedon. i really wana.
but so sad he watched oredi.
dono wer to go tmrw.
jus in the mood to watch poisedon.
damn it la. hahaha.
this 2 chi songs is still in my mind.
so emotional. oh~
feelin confused.
dono wat plans to make for this weekend.
i wana mit MER. hahaha MER u are readin this now.
LOL.
let's go for service. i need god's help.
let's go to pasir ris beach. i wana chill out at nite.
i wana sit by the sea, enjoy the night breeze with a drink in ur hand
and some nice soothing music for your ears.
arrr.... fisherman. lol.
i'm crapping. so whatever~
anyone know the endin song of women of times. i like..

True - Spandau Ballet

2006-05-18T00:53:00.000+08:00

Am goin to sleep real soon.
Went out jus now.
Sch ended early at 11+.
Reached home & slept like no one's business.

Don tink im goin pubbing this sat.
Am not sure.
I'm broke. REAL broke.
I want money. I wan a job.
Who doesnt?

Im so stuck to lady in red song, STILL.
Life is.. unpredictable?
Remembered the first place u brought me to.
Classique pool. Lol.
It's a nice place thou to play pool.
Shall recommend to my frens.

Tat's about all.
I jus feel like goin to fisherman this weekend.
Chill babe~

Gdnight.
*I only miss the way u cared, nth else. But if u were sincere enough.

lady in red - simply red

2006-05-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

still having my flu. but got better oredi w/o even takin any med. haha. so happy tat fri no sch n thurs no pe. lalala~

the ch 8 9pm seems to be getting more interesting. wakaka. n don forget to catch the new ch 55 police show. jus now was lookin at newspapers for ads on cheap airfares. aiya. i dono wana go onot leh. mer ask to go bangkok. must really start saving. arghs. but oso must wait for holiday. in the nx few yrs, i swear i must go travellin to HKG, seoul, bali and sydney. LOL. and las vegas. paris. swiss. japan. taiwan. i love travelling. expenses are high too. watta do~ got relatives in carolina only. damn.

money makes the world go round. but it jus cant buy love. chatted wit my classmate jus now abt alot alot of stuffs. and i gotta undstn more abt guys thru the chat. hahaha. i tink i don undstn dem. i find dem a mystery. i find dem.. weird. heartless etc etc. LOL.

i feel like goin iceskating.. but wan go oso go seoul one better. esp the full house show it. romantic. i wan try sky diving! i wan i wan i wan..........

first time paying attention to ms lee class jus now. i wana study hard lahs. trying to. & must really really cut down on food! being wit my grp and stayin at hm really make me get back my appetite. damn it.

wo men de ai - F.I.R

2006-05-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

got my mother's day present ystd wit sheng. haha. bought this bag for her which i can use too. lol. =)

been reachin home early n sleepin.. if not online. sis exams are over finally. gona compete wit me to use com. now. damn it. this sat mite be goin pubbing wit anicia n linjie all. lol. no money for clubbin. anyway am quittin tat habit. wan enjoy life oso cant keep goin clubbin. watching poseidon wit JH this wkend. hehehe. i feel like tryin the new cathay at DB wat marie reccomend me. or prolly jus at PS.

saw u tdy and turned away. i don care if u r hidin away from me or wat. i so FUCK care oredi. im.. sad. still sad. LOL.

my lesbian partner.
don think so much k. u must take tings slowly... n choose who u really love. one treat u gd but the other not. its oways this case. im oways here for u. n i miss u. wen ya wana go pub wit me? or jus chilll..... we nid to rest our mind from GUYS.

im sick of sch life. sick of seeing bengs n mats in my sch. so SICK.

p.s. - Get well soon*

bei ai de nu ren - coco lee

2006-05-14T15:25:00.000+08:00

im sick. still sick. been many days.. i din take any med. took cold drinks, ice creams n fried food. i so don care abt my health. wont die one la. lol. later not goin out for dinner for mother's day. instead, my dad would be cookin some good dishes. black pepper crab, dono wat fish, prawns bla3. yummy......

ystd met JH. he seem shy. i am more shy. but still quite ok. he look like... sly. i dono why. beng man. LOL. suppose to buy bag for mum, in the end buy bag for myself. lol. n wen to 4 shops to get fyqa's guess wallet. n manage to get the freakin last piece at the guess boutique. lol. phew. i wan a wallet. but not guess. too common. DKNY seems nice. hahaha. bonia for aunties. lol. met many of JH frens all over town. some self introduce themselves. n they tot we are a couple. LOL. we go eat at scoot foodcourt. the food so not nice... so cold n salty n ewww. i wana try his cookin thou.

im goin out soon. alone. get mum present. by hook or crook. cos walk far east oso like more for teens. oh watever. now im gettin on wit my life. I GIVE UP. wat can i do since his not serious wit me from the start? jus so contradicting wit the way he took care of me. IM CONFUSED. ar fuck la go n enjoy my life now! don nid to tink so much. go chiong.... wakaka~

dont say goodbye - kai

2006-05-13T16:23:00.000+08:00

later im goin out to mit JH*. haha so funi. cos i cant find anyone who can acc me today. all busy or sick =X. so i ask JH* lor. gona be so paisey. lol! i nid to get 2 presents. for my mummy n syafyqa. her birthday jus tmrw. sabo plan.

ystd nite wen clubbing.. its d last in the long run. actually don wana go but i cant jus leave my fren behind wen plans are made. actaully i tot me anicia n priscillia go.. den she bring her bf n his 5 other frens too lor. got lin jie n dono the others ar.. damn it man. jus my luck. first time go MOS kena photocopy my IC oredi. wakaka. cos lend my fren IC n got caught. n i must write on the paper tat i apologise n promise i wont do it agn n sign. wtf! walao dey so strict. n dey say its their rules tat i cannot go in. only the next day. so pek cek mann. haha but in the end, i still sneak in. dance from 1+ till 5. crazy RNB. 60% guys. omg. i saw winkeng dere. haha. dance wit him n LJ n anicia. like take turns. after club, got this 2 black pple wan take anicia no. lol. n ask me i single or wat. i say im 22 n married hahahah. dey don blive. watever......

reach hm at 6+. Shag man. k la. gtg prepare myself. i wana be happy but i cant........
Happy Mother's Day! :)

wo de zui ai - angela zhang shao han

2006-05-11T18:27:00.000+08:00

像一场梦　却醒不过来另一个我在看着我她问我值不值得为你付出所有只要一想起你的温柔就会让我看不清楚你想做的你没有谁强迫我坚强我却都忍的住清醒的孤独你永远是我的最爱不管爱你有多难我的心只想属于你无法预知的未来你试着抱起我却看见远方寂寞爱将会克服一切在我心中我不会停止爱着你握着你温热的手就算偶尔透露你的不安和放纵我总是相信你另一个你在看着我他问我愿不愿意给你更多自由只要一想起你的忧愁我想做的我梦里的孤独

************

3pages of sms sent and no reply.......

sadness fills my eyes....

dont usually put in chi lyrics but this song is really exceptional..

my favourite...... or yours too.

i miss him

Xin You Du Zhong - chen xiao dong

2006-05-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

had been having a bad sore throat lately.. n plus the 3 flu pills i took for fun from felvira jus now. gave me fever. hahaha. but im ok now wit worse flu i tink. ears blocked. argh!

recently my mood is down too. n had been tryin to find the song down (chi version) by jj lin. so damn nice la. realise tat now superband is gettin nicer. fuyooh. lucify rocks..... jus b too. dey sing wang lee hom n jay zhou song. omggg. niceeee. lol.

hadnt been goin out since ystd.. on sun wen to anicia's sis n bf chalet wer parents mit parents. n i don even noe y i wen. jus played ard wit kids. so cute... got this hansem 4yrs old boy, ah kai. hahaha wen severin scold him siao ar. den he shout " u scold me SIAO??!!" den they play fighting. omg. i so wan a kid......... so love kids. hahaha. anicia baby oso cute... but poor boy keep crying...

im not in the mood for any lessons now.... have yet to meet him* to talk tings out. haizZzZz.... i cant even concentrate on miss lee lesson. my mind is jus on him. but prolly his jus oblivious of all this? maybe not? is there a mis-communication.... o god...

i've decided not to club n drink anymore... i can live w/o clubbin cant i? i don even like guys who go clubbing. dey go only to flirt. i go jus to dance wit my gfs... i wont be so foolish anymore as to drink n get drunk. it's dumb to look drunk. its ugly for a girl to do so..... but y i drink recently is bcos of u. sorry for the unesscessary trouble caused. this fri. vesak day? no more clubbin....

bie shou wo de yan lei ni wu shuo wei - li sheng jie

2006-05-07T13:00:00.000+08:00

been goin out this 2days. haha. this is so fun. im so enjoying night life. and goin clubbing again nx week on thurs bcos fri is vesak day. on fri nite, suppose to go collect pay at hotshot den in the end short of staffs so wait for anicia to work till 1am den go momo. me n priscillia thou first time met up, but can quite get along wit her. at 1am 3 of us entered momo. abit sian cos oni 3 of us. the guys dere tat day is realli siao. i dono why. hahaha. funi shit. the rnb music was nice la as usual. saw ROBIN LEONG again. woooo. den skali ltr part dey play techno. wah me n pris was like walao......... bored .

hahaha den dance till 3+ dey play back rnb.. dance at dere till 5am liketat. leg fuckin pain. really shldnt have wore high heels. hahaha. wen to east coast mac to eat after tat n met wit pris bf. den at 6am share cab go home. damn shag*

ystd wen out again. left the hse at 8+pm. dennis drove me n marie to his fren bbq at east coast. sat n slack at the beach. his fren morris was some bartender n gave us chivas n dono wat. but i simply love the raspberry vodka. jus tat no ice.. so not nice. slack at dere till 11+. den we left. go pick anicia up at her hse and den wen to the pub again to take our pay. haha. slack ard lucky chinatown. go see him for awhile... initially wanted to go kster bar or wat. den dennis don drink and like not much money. cos can get NRC. in the end oso nvm lor. dennis anyhow drive until changi. hahaha we go c aqua.

skali pple tot me anicia n mer were aquas sak. LOL. we even tried to imitate walking like one aqua. funi shit. lol...... slack at coffeeshop den headed hm at 3+. anicia was super active. talk cock all the way in the car. we are MAD.

i just want more of this night life. hahaha

ai wu li - kelly poon

2006-05-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

why are girls always the ones gettin hurt ..
how do girls trust a guy ..
why do guys like to flirt ?
why cant guys stick to one girl ?
being in love is a beautiful feeling but ..
being in a relationship always has its probs ..
i just dont know why im always feeling negative in which i dont want to .
perhaps its my past that made me this way .
made me be more careful so that i wont get hurt again .
and yet im still falling deeper more easily .
just learning to relax time and again .
i wana be in love but i wana be single .
i dont wana get hurt ....
time and time again ...................

ai chuo - wang lee hom

2006-05-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

yay..... so happy. tmrw goin to collect my pay liao. wakaka.
goin to the pub n take den goin clubbin at momo!! weeeeee.
i really miss dancing at momo to the beats of rnb n reggae. fuyooooh.
miting anicia n this girl priscillia? but i dono who... nvm we shall party together. hahah.
gona be fun......

and jus now skip class to accompany him...... but well. its jus once in awhile. hahahaha.
watever.

cai hong tian tang - liu gen hong

2006-05-03T13:40:00.000+08:00

sch's started. life been usual. been buying books, getin new teachers n lookin at cute guys as usual for my grp. wakaka. well realise tat she is reali not too bad indeed. so now dere's nth to be afraid of. ystd we sat n talked for kinda long. din had tat be4. cud even talk abt anything. abt your past n all... i find tat i can get along wit u... am happy. but... it's pressurizing me. jus tat*.

n ya... all i wan for my birthday present from u...
all i wish for.........
is just your care & concern.
it's been less messages.... not even talkin on the phone. i dono. i feel cheap. used. wtf.
tell me. tel me how u feel. thank u.
u said u wont hurt me. i hope u made ur word but it aint workin.
*if only u cared......

cao cao - lin jun jie

2006-04-30T20:53:00.000+08:00

jus woke up from slp.. lol. ystd afternoon met diana to change the bag. hahaha. den she gotta leave at 2+. so i wen bugis instead mit my sis. cos i called him n he was slping. was actually waiting for anicia n the rest* to meet me at bugis. we go shop2 at bugis. den got some probs so mit the others. after so long met sebast. den dey wana go kbox at cine. den in the end follow dem go kpool first. den at ard 9 we left the place take cab go hotshot opp. momo. to mit johnson. he n his 2 Older frens were like drinkin tiger oredi ar. n in the end we play dice n dai dee. n open until 5barriers. my gosh. i tot drink tiger oni ma wont drunk skali i got worst. lol. i dono wat i did. marie call him n tell him i was drunk. he was kinda piss cos he say i told i go drink ice milo. hahaha. n dennis send me to his work place at lucky chinatown. den i slept at his staff lounge till he knock off...

sat on the super slow transport van to his fren's hse. n they played mahjong from like 4+am till 12pm. i was like omg.... watched him play oso i look so stony. den i lie on the sofa n sleep. can take it.

tmrw is labour day. weeee.

i really wana say i've fallen for him. jus tat i don wan to.... i feel tat the process be4 being in a r/s n after is diff. less msges. i don trust him as he work. but now i do. n i love him alot....... we nid to have trust in a r/s. jus tat i cant. i wan to n im tellin myself not to. i noe we must be positive but does being positive shows u the truth? damn. this is stressful. i jus d0n wana get hurt again....... fallen.

happy 19th birthday to me. lol

2006-04-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

really enjoyed myself ystd. a total of ard 20+ pple were at happy. celebrating amot, dyjar n my birthday. he wen wit his frens too.. lol. im so happy. cos its the first time... i mean. ever since the 6 past yrs. din really had a BIG celebration.. plus this time round got my love one ard me... was drunk man. omg... wen i reached dere ozie oredi drunk. haiyaya. haha. the moment i reach dere was huggin everyone man. hapy birthday here dere n everywer.... damn not much rnb music thou. argh! i wna club.....

came back at 4+ jus now. dad got me an angie choice coffee cake? lol. tmrw oso gona celebrate my birthday... im happy.... love my frens alot.... im workin this sat from 9 to 5. yay. assistant to teach manicure dono wat workshop ting at the hotel. helpin my fren's mum.

hui se kong jian - luo zhi xiang

2006-04-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

tmrw im go gona party!!!! party pple!!!! wheeeeeeeee. celebrating my birthday with frens n loved ones. awww so hapi.

this fri gona be a surprise for me? hehehe. well, double surprise yea. hehehe.

im falling....... in wich i don wan to.
april make ur mind straight ya! hahahaha
i got the fear in me now. argh

wo yao kuai le - zhang hui mei

2006-04-24T13:39:00.000+08:00

haha been thinkin n thinkin over the past few days. stil cant get that incident outta my head. so disgusted. argh whatever. tink im gona be fine simply jus by fuck care.

ystd we wen to send kenyo off at the airport. she's goin back to bali. omg . so ssad.... hope she comes back. den headed to town. walk here n dere. slack here n dere. starbucks to spinelli n back to starbucks. ate at far east agn. lol. my fav. later goin out to mit ozie... den later in the evenin meeting joel.

alright pple. i outta here.

bu xiang xin - daren tan & johnathan cheok

2006-04-22T20:10:00.000+08:00

first tings first. i so hate the chalet ystd. dono y. jus noe tat IM NOT SUPPOSE TO SEE WHAT IM NOT SUPPOSE TO. but well. it so happened. faka. i dono why im pissed. n was in a bad mood cos was drunk... den hungry, tired & sleepy. oni ate dinner for today. wakakaka.

o ya. n that guy who called me. wtf. din noe he so takw it to heart. n he says : u dono who u r messin ard wit. n i was like : oh fine. wth. so mls nk layan. so tired n all. damnit. cbcbcbcbcbcbcb. hating it. hating myself ever since it started. o well, jus play ard den. U make me do so.

*fuck off if "you" are gay.

reunited - peaches and herbs

2006-04-21T02:48:00.000+08:00

i so hate to be in love. so hate the feeling. but im afraid. what if... i never fall in love again? i dont know what's in me that made me so afraid of falling in love. thinking back of the days in the past years on how much tears i cried just for the guy i love. haha. a torture of 4yrs plus to the one n only guy. my first love. but i know it's over. just miss the times. lol.

they say. just follow your heart & go with the flow? cause you might never expect that in the end it would be a happy ending and did last. argh, whatever. just dont wana get too serious. cos i fall in love too fast and get hurt too fast. fuck.

played pool just now with that guy la. a 5-3. he won. hahaha. but cant blame me cos i didnt play since last year. and headed for chalet. had some fun with seeing the dancing lessons. lol. so cool. bootys shaking. and weewit.

if you shout ar.... n it would be arRRGGHHH... n den all say ARGHHHHHH.

wadda. lol. bye pple. gdnight and don let the bed bugs bite.

p.s.- back to chalet tmrw! let's drink and get drunk =)

weewit.

when i look into your eyes - firehouse

2006-04-20T02:13:00.000+08:00

i permed my damned hair jus now. plus color n treatment for $167.70. tsk tsk. a lil unhappy over it. cos it seems thick. n ya dey say it's jus the first day. slowly will shrink. hahah. well hopefully. i cant wait for my hair to grow la. den can do another perm. wahahah. spend so much money jus now. bought plastic spoons, forks, cup n all those for the chalet.

tmrw gona enjoy myself. n its my dad birthday too. gotta be back by midnite to cut the cake be4 the start of a new day. yay. chalet tmrw till sat. so fun. gona drink chivas? wahahahha. happenin. gona be so busy la this week. my gosh. nx wk goin happy? haha.

spend 5hrs in the salon mann. intended to go hollywood secrets but den.. this korean salon beside this fashion at far east got betta offers n so... if i go hollywood secrets i wonder how my perm wud look like? prolly shld give better instructions for my ideal perm. argh forget abt it den. gona slp soon. miting tat someone in the early afternoon. wakkak. till den~

how did i fall in love with you - bsb

2006-04-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

what is love exactly?

why do poeple always get hurt in relationships?

why are there always sacrifices and problems when it comes to love.

why are there fear of rejection and fear of being accepted.

it sucks totally.

to think of what is in a guy's mind.

u can never foresee it because if he is meant to cheat on you, he can do so without even letting u know.

if a guy cant get a girl? he will jus find means and ways to get her jus for the sake of not losing out cause he had got every other girl he wanted so far.

why is it when one party is feeling the right way and the other turns out to be a letdown?

when is the time where two will feel the same way and things will go on smoothly for them.

fights are just part and parcel of life so as long as they are head over heels for each other, nothing is ever gona destroy it. not even when a girl passes by.

now im not looking for the right one but just waiting. and waiting...

till a simple and nice guy comes by.

i don't want no rich guys with posh cars or some famous guys in college.just a simple guy with true feelings. sitting in bus rides and listening to love songs?

sometimes when we even look back in our past, we got so afraid to fall in love again.

being in a relationship isn't easy handling. it must have extra effort put in with extra care. so don't fool around and getting people hurt when u don't even know what you are doing....

storm in a tea cup - the fortunes

2006-04-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

hasnt been bloggin for awhile. was kinda busy workin for the past 2 days. really damn tiring n stressful for me i dono y. thou the pple dere r like nice, i jus din find it fun. prolly cos im a newcomer. jus felt so lonely dere. whatever~

was lucky to be only workin for 2 days cos my whole freakin body was aching including my fingers. cant imagine it to be tat bad cos well i don even do housework at home so wat could ya expect more? was lookin forward for the office job. maybe?

had 2 more weeks be4 the start of a new term. damn, aint earnin much bucks. n yea, frens r startin sch tmrw. sadness. so mite as well i work this 2 wks. on fri wen to celebrate my dad's early birthday at lion city hotel. had lunch buffet. den wen to town wit marie. got her ipod repaired. n ya some probs came up. n got a ride home from dennis. thanks ya. n for spending 3 consecutive days repairing my com. marie n dennis was like at my hse from 12 am to 6 am on the first day, 10pm to 2+am on the 2nd day n.... jus now too. lol. my com is so... insane. but was kinda fun. more like some sleepover.

haha today wen to church as usual wit marie, chun an n joel coming along today. mite be goin over to his next week ya. n slack at starbucks. had a bet wit joe n had to treat him to hazelnut fraps in the end. lol. was raining cats n dogs. lol. n ya, tmrw since im so free i shall be headin over to NYP? hahaha.

p.s. - im so into oldies. lol.

erica - justin lo

2006-04-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

yayyyy. tmrw i can start work. finally. jus wana earn some cash.

i noe first day i mite be nervous a lil'. but soon i will be ok =)

gona work for 3days straight at nite. weee.

today n tmrw i don tink goin clubbin oredi cos marie is damnit sick.

anyway, in tat case. mite be goin zouk on sat. mite be more happenin yea

and crowded too =D

on mon. wen to herman's chalet. tot was his. but was his sec sch gathering.

i brought marie along cos her pri sch fren was dere too. he asked me to go and he din entertain me. until ard 3am lidat den talk to us. but was more to disturbing us. tat freak. haha. was funny la. be4 tat, diana, marie pri sch fren, brought her outside fren. n we wen to changi to eat. cos he drives. n wen i saw the car... fuyoooo. was freakin shock la. mitsubishi lancer car. u can hear the "vroom vrooomm" sound. wen he speed. cool.

after supper at changi, he drove us ard to see bapoks. so preetty. tall n slim n in bikini. purposely passed by dem. dey din bother cos dere were girls in the car if not dey did flag. haha n he even drove us till the end of road jus beside OCH. so dark n scaryyyy. den headed back for the chalet. reached home at 6+. tired freak. mite be goin back later if marie is goin wit me.

i so wana take my car license. omg. kinda lazy. now its the trend among teens driving cars not bikes. argh. i so wan a car!!!!! =)

you got served?

2006-04-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

ystd nite was watching u got served. downloaded pretty much movies from the net.

so cool. lol. still have yet to catch honey, ice age2 and firewall.

well anymore nice movies for me to d/l?

u got served is a freakin nice show. esp. if u love the hiphop dance. den u shld like it.

d/l lotsa songs from tat movie. but kinda old. lol.

waiting to go out soon? goin for interview? i tink is a interview.

got this job from my fren. i hope i get it. at this ms clairty cafe at bugis?

if i din get.... hmmmmm. no idea den.

one BIG news.

Mdm Ong passed away... such sad news.

wen to her wake ystd. n whoa, so mani coralites.

big grp small grp everywer. lol.

saw my bf** hahahah.

n i was wit mer, eliza, minxiu, chun, ben n joel.

i find ben jokes funi man. no idea y.

n we can like laugh n joke at the table at e wake.

wen pple r crying away. DUH.

well its a sad case. but pple come pple go.

jus tat i don wana DIE early. still have mani dreams unfulfilled.

*prays*

p.s. - MOS this wed? =D

game of LIFE*

2006-04-09T04:03:00.000+08:00

this is gona be a short one. so lazy to type so much.
jus now wen town mit ozie n gang to haf dinner at youth park kopitiam.
den dey all wana go zouk. i din have cash. so i wen back.
left as early as 9+ mann. on a sat.
slacked at marie's place. ate FISH. hahaha
den got a kal from sheng.
in the end we wen to 24hrs to find him cos he say he longtime nv see our cb face.
met pri sch mates. qilun n jeremy. in wich i noe dey don recognize me.
n their fren too aaron. his not too bad looking. jus tat he seem not to be a local.
unsure.

n ya, tmrw to church. wit chun. den goin to cine to repair mer's ipod?
lazy la. hahhaha. i hope i get the miss clarity job. *prays*
if not the arief's job will do too. jus tat it's bored. or fish n co.
but alley bar seems nice. jus use the 3guys name n i'll be in?
hahaha my ass. jus noe the tips from angmohs are BIG. fuyoo.
argh. parents din like me working till early morning. damn.
my night life w/o a nite job.
clubbing again next wk. for 3days i guess.
chill.

apriLoves